A parents job is to love, care, and raise their children. Its there job to teach them how to succeed in goals and make wise choices in life. Show them right from wrong, and being a parent is a very big responsibility because its a 24 hr job. Once you have children you don't have much time for yourself as you would have before.

I haven't been up to much anything since these past days been loosing track of days. Everything is like black and white. My body doesn't want to do anything. I hate going places to these days, I just like staying home! Feel really bored, weak, and tired. My mind is going nuts! I'm confused one minute then I think I know whats going on, but it keeps switching back in circles and its really irritating me bad. I think the best thing right now is to get me started on Meds.

For spring break I went to Seattle with my mother to visit my Aunt. She is 89 years old and on the the way to death row. It was nice seeing her plus I got to go around the city and explore new places! I was there my whole spring break. Soon after we got back to Salem my mom tired to get a hold of my dad. She called my family over there back in Kuwait to see whats going on and why we haven't herd from him! Well my dad sister said that she hasn't herd from him for about more than a month now, but they have been looking for him for a while. My Dad Has been visiting in the Philippines for 3-4 months now. He was to be back in Kuwait more than a month ago. He has heart problems, his main vain to his heart is 98% closed. He missed his surgery he was supposed to have in Kuwait. What I believe that happened was that he knew that hes dying and he wanted to pass away in his favorite country that he calls his happy place! If that's true then a lot of things are going to change. I'm going to have to go back for a a while and get my things and so on. I have like 1-2 months to know my plans of what I'm going to do, and where I'm going to live. Ive never lived on my own, I was brought up slow growing up. I mean I'm fine to a limit but America is still little new for me. Not really used to working at a young age, or cleaning the house. Ive had a maid my whole life doing things for me. I'm just little stressed right now but ill get back on track soon! My plan is to work at the boys and girls club till i get a settled job. Move to a cheaper place with my good friend Shadow. Hurry and finish my G.E.D. Then from that point in time ill move to London, United Kingdom.